Not the Crab, Not Alone.

I am slowly but surely becoming a hermit... minus the beard.


I'm glad to have friends who grow with me.

I LOVE

Video chatting with Miss Hannah Newton. :)

Needs Advice.

Any big bro's out there?

My heart hurts.

I miss Lucas.

All these new Romcoms..

Are rubbish. Why bother with them?

Time to get back to Disney... and books.

Waiting for My Turn

I'm never completely sure what God is teaching me in life experiences because they seem so... unfinished. The learning never stops or results where I think it will. I cannot see the full picture, and just when I think I see the 'reason' for something, the lessons or direction changes. His reasons for the 'past' are not fully clear and hints for the future are unpredictable. Sometimes I wish I just had a little peek at what God was planning so I could feel more secure talking about what He is doing in my life. I feel uncomfortable sharing what He is teaching me or where He is leading me because from experience, I know it never ends where I think it will or pans out the way I thought it would. Sometimes I wish the future didn't always have to be a step of faith: I would like a concrete plan once in a while. I know what my heart wants to go. I know that God is teaching me.. but where is He leading? When a door closes, does that mean I have to wait for it to open again? Do I try something different? When will it be my turn to know?

Maybe I never will... But at least I'll learn to trust that He has a master plan. Maybe He knows my heart well enough to know that I love going off the beaten track on my own adventure with Him. If that's the case, what I need are the chances to take a step and the peace in my heart to follow without trying to figure things out on my own.