I hate making people cry.

I am imperfect and second guess myself. I will wonder what the wisest thing to do is when the choice is between a resigned friendship or me needing to defend myself. I think the thing I worry about most is that I'm not seeing things straight... and that any unhappiness is a result of my own selfishness. After wasted time over-thinking and over-analyzing I am reminded that my God is a God of Wisdom, Second Chances, Faithfulness, and wants to use all things to bring glory to His name. I am in His hands and He knows my heart's intentions.. even when they are hidden from outside eyes. He can use this to teach and transform me and bring me closer to Him. He will make something beautiful out of something that is imperfect.